Hallooo.... !!

Hallooooo......

Oh! It's been a long time I didn't write...

It's not because I don't have Ideas....

It always smashing up in my heads...

It just about time....

I don't have much time....

As my time always go to 'lpk' mamak stall....

By the way...

I will share with you later...

Daa........

I'm Grateful! To have you both in my life...

Here now to express my thoughts and feelings…
I wish the highest Gratitude to the Almighty, Allah S.W.T for my success…

First, special thanks to my lovely Abah and Mama…
You both sacrificed a lot for my bright future…
You both always pray for the best in me…
You both never give up teaching me lessons…
You both fill your time on thinking about me…
You both always support me when I am down…
I know you do… Even though you both never show…

I have my ups and downs…
Sometimes I just share it with my friends…
Because I never want to burden both of you worry about me…

I am a Survivor… I am an Independent daughter… I am strong…
That is why I can encounter all the obstacles occurred…

I still remember when I was in Arau and I had problems to change course…
Abah asked me to handle it by myself… And I said, I can do it…
Abah challenged me and said, prove to me that your choice is right…
I replied, I will… Don’t worry…

Now it was proven… My choice suits me and I can cope with that…
Abah, thanks for your challenge…
It makes me to work hard… It makes me feel great…

Dear Abah and Mama…
I know that I am not good enough… I’m not perfect…
But for sure, you both can rely on me…
Each day I’m trying hard to be a good child to both of you…
I realized that I had lots of sins towards Abah and Mama…
I’m seeking for forgiveness…

Last but not least, I love Abah and Mama…
I love both of you deep inside my heart… I always do…
Sorry because I don’t know how to express it…
I hope by writing this, I can show what is inside my heart…

And to let you both know, how much I appreciate…
Your love…
Your sacrifices…
Your support…
And YOU… Abah and Mama… As my parents…

With LOVE,
-NeaT-

Karma..

I believe in KARMA...
What goes around comes around...
What goes up must comes down...
It is not about the revenge...
It comes beyond of your thought...

You will realize when the incident turns to you...
That time you will think your past...
What did you do to others?
Why it turns to you?
Maybe the other person cursed you...
Or it is just one of the life principle...

KARMA...
It happens to me...
It takes two years to make things back to normal..
Two years I live in DISASTER LIFE...
By the way... I'm GRATEFUL...

NOW..
Everything's GREAT!
Everything's WONDERFUL!
They forgive and forget...
It so the 'CURSE' DISAPPEARS..
It taught me many things...
I learn the lesson...
I won't repeat any... and THEY will LOVE ME!

The Anthem song for this blog... haha!

Don't FORGET me...

7th September 2009

Just now..
I was 'LEPAK' wif my fren... a.k.a Bestfriend of mine...
She talked bout her new 'Someone' in her life...
I'm happy for her...
But there is something I'm afraid of...

What is it?
Haha.... Afraid of something that will intefere our ROUTINES...
I mean Daily routines...
Cuz before this, we kinda always together... SO CLOSE...
So now she has to commit wif new commitment... her LOVE life...
heheheee.....

Maybe...
After this...
No more lepak sampai LEBAM...
No more Hi-tea at janggut...
No more lepak at utara at night...
No more pools at d Curve...
No more 'US' bein together for Gossips Juice...

Erm...
That time.. Sure I will miss that so much...
Whatever happens...
Dear, DON'T FORGET me...
As I'm NOT forgetting u when I have my LOVED ONE...

I LOVE this RELATIONSHIP!

Life...

Life is UNEXPECTED...

Life is UNPREDICTABLE...

What past is past...

The present we must live...

The future we have to plan...

Life is a GAME SHOW...

Life is a GAMBLE...

Life is HURT...

Life is GOOD...

Life is PRECIOUS...

We are the ONE to drive our life...

Sometimes it turns to DISASTER...

Sometimes it is NOTHING...

Sometimes it is BEAUTIFUL...

To all my crews...

Let's ENJOY this life...

If you have many DIFFICULTIES...

We walk and get through it TOGETHER...

Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE...

Guys...

I'm here to ALL of you...

Always be here...

LOVE you guys!