Alhamdulillah...

Semuanya sudah terjawap...

Semuanya ada kata sepakat....

Aku di pihak yang BENAR...

Aku bersyukur...

Kerana, persepsi yang NEGATIF terhadap ku dulu telah terHAPUS...

Kini mereka tahu dan persoalan mereka terjawab...

Mungkin dulu mereka terkejut...

"Kenapa Neat macam tu?"

Selagi mereka tidak duduk di tempat aku

Mereka tidak akan rasa apa yang aku rasa...

Sekarang...

"Terima Kasih sebab PULIHkan nama saya"

Back to Normal...

Setiap apa yang kita buat dalam hidup ini pasti ada baik buruk nya...

Setiap keputusan yang kita buat apa pun akibatnya,

kita harus terima dengan hati yang terbuka...

Keputusan yang aku buat,

Sedikit sebanyak memberikan IMPAK yang cukup besar dalam HIDUP ku...

Aku cuma ingin KEREDHAAN-NYA...

Walaupun kadang kala aku rasa susah...

Kini,

Aku kembali hidup dalam ketenangan...

Walaupun kadang kala aku harus memikirkan hati pihak lain...

Aku ingin MOHON MAAF...

Kerana ianya melibatkan PERASAAN...

Aku doakan yang TERBAIK...

Semoga HIDUP kita sama-sama DI BERKATI oleh ALLAH SWT...

AMIN...

Ye ke?

Setiap manusia akan berubah...

Tak kisah lah, dari jahat ke baik atau sebaliknya...

Kadang-kadang aku tak perasan aku pun dah berubah sebenarnya...

Aku tunggu jer orang tegur akan perubahan aku...

Tapi sekarang ni, aku tak biasa dengan perubahan diri orang lain...

Macam-macam perasaan timbul...

Paling tak best, bila si perasaan NEGATIF ni timbul....

Apa-apa pun...

Aku kena TABAH...

Tak semua orang boleh ikut RENTAK kita...

-Neat

Blerghhh!

Wey....

Aku boleh hidup sorang laa.....

Aku tak heran laaa.....

Kalau FIKIR pasal korang je....

Aku yang tak ke mana!

I will change guys... Thanks for that!

Hey guys...

Thanks for that!

When I ask all of you, you guys just say...
" I don't know "

Even though actually I know that you all know about it....

I'm not stupid....

When you guys ask for help...
I tried so hard to fulfill it...

When I ask for help, you guys did nothing....
And it's expected....

Sorry guys... I won't be like before anymore...
I will help no more!

Thanks for that!

Just Me!

I just loveeeeee.......

Being ' oNe '.....

This is just me......

Don't complain!

No need to think...

There must be lots of people thinking why I have kind of weird or unique friends, i mean their personality and dress up... what I can say is " They are the most sincere friends I have "....

p/s: Don't underestimate people and judge only on their appearance... Thanks!

Pergi....

The words in the lyrics originally created by me....

I am about to compose and arrange the music notes...

But I don't have much time to do so...

I will upload it later once it is accomplished!

I had the idea on last three days...

That time I was nearly fell asleep....

But... Suddenly I woke up and switched on the laptop and wrote the lyrics....

It is about, the one that close to you is gone forever....

He or she close to you but you never realized that...

And when he or she is gone, that time you just realized that that person is so meaningful in your

LIFE!

Pergi..

Kau menjauh....

Hilang....

Tiada di sisi...

Ku merindui kenangan bersama mu dulu...

Namun ku tahu kau takkan kembali...

Kesal...

Tak ku tahu...

Tangis...

Menatapi...

Diri mu pergi untuk selamanya...

Dan kini ku sedar kau bererti...

Aku cuba untuk tabah menghadapi

Pemergian mu yang tak ku ingini

Ku merindui diri mu

Akan ku ingati mu selalu...

Pergi...

Takkan kembali...

Hilang...

Takkan diganti..

Ku terkenang kan nasib mu bila mengharungi...

Tapi apa kan daya ku...

Aku cuba untuk tabah menghadapi

Pemergian mu yang tak ku ingini

Ku merindui diri mu

Akan ku ingati mu selalu...

p/s: Appreciate all your crews... As they still alive...

Hallooo.... !!

Hallooooo......

Oh! It's been a long time I didn't write...

It's not because I don't have Ideas....

It always smashing up in my heads...

It just about time....

I don't have much time....

As my time always go to 'lpk' mamak stall....

By the way...

I will share with you later...

Daa........

I'm Grateful! To have you both in my life...

Here now to express my thoughts and feelings…
I wish the highest Gratitude to the Almighty, Allah S.W.T for my success…

First, special thanks to my lovely Abah and Mama…
You both sacrificed a lot for my bright future…
You both always pray for the best in me…
You both never give up teaching me lessons…
You both fill your time on thinking about me…
You both always support me when I am down…
I know you do… Even though you both never show…

I have my ups and downs…
Sometimes I just share it with my friends…
Because I never want to burden both of you worry about me…

I am a Survivor… I am an Independent daughter… I am strong…
That is why I can encounter all the obstacles occurred…

I still remember when I was in Arau and I had problems to change course…
Abah asked me to handle it by myself… And I said, I can do it…
Abah challenged me and said, prove to me that your choice is right…
I replied, I will… Don’t worry…

Now it was proven… My choice suits me and I can cope with that…
Abah, thanks for your challenge…
It makes me to work hard… It makes me feel great…

Dear Abah and Mama…
I know that I am not good enough… I’m not perfect…
But for sure, you both can rely on me…
Each day I’m trying hard to be a good child to both of you…
I realized that I had lots of sins towards Abah and Mama…
I’m seeking for forgiveness…

Last but not least, I love Abah and Mama…
I love both of you deep inside my heart… I always do…
Sorry because I don’t know how to express it…
I hope by writing this, I can show what is inside my heart…

And to let you both know, how much I appreciate…
Your love…
Your sacrifices…
Your support…
And YOU… Abah and Mama… As my parents…

With LOVE,
-NeaT-